L0ST AND BROKEN
Something broken would never be the same again. Even if stuck back together or repaired, there would still be part scattered, lost or destroyed.
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Nagayan P.O.V
The first time I saw him, I thought, ‘What the hell is with this guy! My god! I hope I can get along well enough with him…’
Well…I guess I got too worried for nothing. We started spending time together and I realized that there was more than what he showed to him.
Soon, we started spending more and more time together. Whether it was because of the roles we got or due to other reasons, I guess was something I never really figured out. Perhaps, we started hanging out at first because of our roles, but soon, we started enjoying the time we spent together.
When I started to fall for him, I don’t really remember. All I knew was that I fell hard. Whenever I saw him with someone else, I felt this weird, foreign feeling in me. Jealousy? All I knew was that when Yanagi met with the accident and we were all shifted, it felt wrong. It felt horrible.
So I tried my best to not think about it, to distance myself from him. I spent time filming, talking to Kime and others and avoiding Ichitaro and Tuti. Kime, somehow, managed to discover that there was something wrong. Whenever I asked him how he ever did, he always just said,”Duh. I’m your buddy dude.”
Even at times when Tuti seemed like he wanted to talk to me in private and such, I just simply avoided him. The musical already lacked its main character. It doesn’t need to have the rest of it in chaos.
Soon, we shifted back to our original positions. Whenever I saw Tuti however, I’d start remembering how he and Ichitaro interacted. How extremely active and loud and attention seeking he was during that period and I’d start to get jealous. ‘Why isn’t he like this when he’s around me?!’ I’d think. Sometimes I even hate Ichitaro-san. However, he hasn’t even done anything at all to offend me. I feel guilty.
Fencer_X inspired me with all her essays to to this. It's somewhat of my thoughts.... I hope u'll like it (^_-)~
So far, out of all the fandoms I've went to look at, this fandom was the biggest. The history was the longest and up to know, there are still great people who upload it regularly. Tuti and Nagayan are 2 men who have a long history in the entertaiment circle. The first time they did a musical together in the 2003, it changed their lives. Even if they are not together, they gained a very very very good buddy. (TxN note: who they go on dates with, go to plays with, do everything, spend nights together with, who have dolls of their other good buddy. Yeah. Very good friends.)
For all those new peeps like me or those drifters like me, we finally found somewhere to stop. But seriously. Ueshima was on crack when he decided that our Tuti was to be Ooishi and Nagayan to be Kikumaru. Why? Cause their characters are so the opposite! Nagayan's first thought of Tuti was "Eee...What's with this guy!? Are all actors like that?" which is quite like Ooishi's first thoughts of Kikumaru yes? Also, during the Fudomine winter's first run (if I'm not wrong) Nagayn was the one who ran up to Abe when Abe clutched his arm all of the sudden. And as for Tuti...is evidence needed? Every part of him SCREAMS Kikumaru. Tuti and Nagayan are like 2 pieces of a 2-piece puzzle. 2 pieces which are now one.
My Fucking God. This shoes are fab fab fab!!! SOoooo TxN XD XD XD
And God oh god. The design of dian xiao er XD DEKO DEKO!!!!
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3:07 AM
Friday, September 25, 2009
W00ts! Just came back from Pei Chun's m00ncake Fez celebration XD Having another one tmr...just that it's in my estate XD Sighs~ Chated with my ex-classmates. Really miss them (^_-)~ We got thiis light stick thingys too. I went to grab the pink & yellow one. It RULESS. SOOO TxN! <3<3
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7:18 AM
Thursday, September 24, 2009
OhhMyyyFuckiiingggGoodddddd. Soooo aweesoomee. God. On.7's dance is SO FAB! I am SOO gonna buy the disc in Fukuoka. XD
